So tomorrow is the day that I’ve spent months planning. I’m nervous, excited and emotional all in one go. I am so worried that people won’t come or that it won’t be a success. It means the world to me this. Loosing Ethan was truly the worst thing I have ever experienced. There was ultimately… Continue reading Emotional 

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That Look

That Look   To the woman who gave my friend and I that look this week…… How very rude of you! Two toddlers in tow and a baby, my friend and I decided to have a long over due catch up at a child friendly place. The Sea Life Centre. As you can imagine. It… Continue reading That Look

Brain Fog

Hi All! Welome back! Sorry it’s been a while but for some reason my brain has been having what I call brain fog. That lovely thing you get with dyspraxia when you have a ton of stuff to do and sort and can’t actually think straight at all. It honestly feels like I am wandering around… Continue reading Brain Fog

Being a Step Mum

Hello! Welcome back to my blog. I have to apologise for my absence but this year has been really pants for illnesses in our house! I currently feel like I am always unwell so that’s why it has taken me a while to get around to writing a new blog. Anyway, that isn’t what this… Continue reading Being a Step Mum

Living with Dyspraxia

Believe it or not this is actually the hardest blog I have written so far. It is very difficult to explain dyspraxia to someone who doesn’t have it. It is a form of developmental co-ordination and affects fine and/or gross motor co-ordination. It can affect all sorts including speech. There is no exact cause of… Continue reading Living with Dyspraxia

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Memories are lovely but some are really hard. It was Ethan’s anniversary recently, three years since he was born. Sounds like a long time doesn’t it? To me it isn’t. It still hurts just as much as it did that day if I’m honest and I think it always will, as time goes on you… Continue reading Memories 

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My Rainbow Baby

My rainbow baby……..where do I even start?! I gave myself a goal of when I would allow myself to try again after loosing Ethan. It was a huge step to take and one that I wanted to make sure I was as ready for. So after New Year we decided that in the new year… Continue reading My Rainbow Baby

My son died…..

Welcome to my second blog!For my second blog I wanted to introduce my first born son. As I have said before I am a Mummy to three boys. My first born son was called Ethan. Yes you read that correct. Was. My son died. Those three words often make other people feel really uncomfortable. Guess… Continue reading My son died…..

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