One of the many things I get asked about with having FND is how I manage with having a toddler (a wild child toddler at that!). Now I won’t lie it’s not without great difficulty. The first thing you have to try and wrap your head around is do not feel guilty. This is something… Continue reading Parenting with FND
I miss the person I used to be. The one that could go out when she wanted, walk where she wanted. I miss the person that could be anyone and go anywhere. Now I am restricted and I have to pace myself. I really hate that. Pacing myself. I’m 34 I don’t want to rest… Continue reading I miss you
You can’t see me You can’t see me but I’m here, I’m thinking about where to go next what to attack next. No one can see me People look and try to see but they can’t I’m hiding. You can’t see me, but today…….you can’t feel your legs, body feels like it’s on fire in… Continue reading You can’t see me
I’ve sat and cried today. I’m not even completely sure why to be honest. I just feel so vulnerable today. I’ve got so many symptoms and I am scared of being alone today. I’m scared of something happening whilst I am alone and I’m scared of going out and being near people who don’t understand.… Continue reading I cried.
Well I’m Emma. What does that mean though? I am a wife, a daughter, grand-daughter, neice, daughter-in-law, friend, cousin, step daughter, step sister. I am a step mum, an angel Mummy and a rainbow Mummy. I’m a cook, a cleaner, a teacher (so to speak) and a live in first aid person. I was a… Continue reading Who am I?
I have a chronic illness called FND. Yes I hadn’t heard of it either. Apparently though becoming an expert in my own condition will help me manage it better. F.N.D. Functional Neurological Disorder. I do not claim for one minute to be an expert in this condition. This is just from things I have learnt… Continue reading F.N.D
A very odd thing has started to happen, its hard to explain. Im coping at the moment but my legs feel odd. A strange feeling is creeping up my legs most days now and I am just so exhasuted. I can’t seem to recover from one acitivity before I have to do something else.I guess… Continue reading I started getting ill…
So let’s talk about the chair. I won’t lie there’s been a lot of different feelings surrounding this chair that I had on hire for a while. Including love and hate. I mean yeah it was great to be able to get out and get around. Go to places with the kids and spend some… Continue reading The Chair…..