If you are reading this I urge you to be open minded about this. I understand that some people will struggle to believe me but I promise you It’s almost been a year now since I started my journey back on this spiritual path. Yes you heard me correctly back on this journey. As far back as I… Continue reading A year in review – my spiritual journey.
Category: Anything and Everything
Sheer terror and overwhelm
I’m meant to be sorting the online food shop out right now but honestly my head isn’t in it. I’m so overwhelmed at the moment that if I’m being honest even the thought of taking Alfie for his haircut after school today is making me want to cry. If you haven’t felt like this then… Continue reading Sheer terror and overwhelm
Long term lockdown effects
How lockdown has affected me long term and why I have anxiety taking my SEN son out. So if you follow me you will know I’ve spoken a lot about my youngest son having additional needs. Despite having significant memory problems I can actually remember the moment I realised Alfie was different. Very end of… Continue reading Long term lockdown effects
Emma spills the tea
There’s quite a few things in life I don’t understand and probably never will. Politics, maths and people to name a few. I have spent a considerable amount of time the last few months spending some much needed time on myself. Something I am not good at is being kind to myself. In the past… Continue reading Emma spills the tea
Sitting on the sidelines
I don’t fit in you know. I never have. I’ve always felt like the odd one out. Or the one that people are nice and pleasant too but no one picks me first or picks me to be besties with or to be their go to. Doesn’t matter what it is. I’m just the nice… Continue reading Sitting on the sidelines
Progress
So we are half way through the year and I have to say I feel like I have made some huge progress with things in my life. Well in certain areas anyway! I realise that sounds corny but it’s true. I feel like I am / have found out who I am or who I… Continue reading Progress
I ruined my own health
How I ruined my own health. So hear me out it’s not what you think. This isn’t about my FND or anything else I have going on physically. This about how I have slowly destroyed my own mental health without even realising. In 2020 I shared something so raw and personal and whilst you may… Continue reading I ruined my own health
My True Self
Are you your true self? I’m not; I don’t think I ever have been either. A mixture of reasons really, not feeling like I have ever had the chance too. The safety (if that’s what you want to call it) of being able to explore that option. I was bullied at school and shamed for… Continue reading My True Self
Unexpected 2 week break
I took a break recently from my main Instagram account. At first it was because I suspected I had been shadow-banned but once I stepped away I started feeling different. I felt more me. It was like something had been lifted that I didn’t realise was there. I was no longer worried about the stress of… Continue reading Unexpected 2 week break
Please Pick ME
Do you ever get picked? I don’t. Not really, I got picked by my husband and I would say that’s the only one I care about but it’s not true. I never got picked in school or college…..although I somehow managed to bag myself 2 amazing friends in college that I still speak to now.… Continue reading Please Pick ME